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ALLRIGHT THIS IS MY 2ND POST AND YEAH I HAVE OFFICIALLY ABANDONED MY BLOGSPOT FOR A VERY LONG PERIOD I GUESS...... SO YEAH, I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO SCREAM OUT TO THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD...... BUT FIRST OF ALL NO MORE PROMISES! YEAH, I GUESS I PROMISSED TO MYSELF THAT I WOULD UPDATE MY BLOG EVERY NOW AND THEN, BUT LOOKS LIKE I'VE FAILLED TO DO SO. SINCE TODAY IS THE ONLY DAY I HAVE TO WASTE, SO I DECIDED TO PEN DOWN ALL THE THINGS THAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING IN MY LIFE... YESHHHH... OK, NOW I AM SORTA CONFUSED BECAUSE I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO START.... HMPPHHH SO LET ME THINK... AHHMMM YEAH.. FIRSTLY REGARDING MY FIRTST POST, I TOLD YOU'LL ABOUT THE CRAZY IDEAS THAT I AM COMING UP WITH AITE?

SO YEAH, I SORTA FIGURED OUT ONE LETTER OF THE HUNDRED-MILLION PIECE PUZZLE, WHOOOOHOOOO... ALL THANKS TO MR MOAY( MY PHYSICS TUTOR).. HE'S AN AWESOME TEACHER BTW... WINKS*. YEA AND NOW COMING BACK TO THE STORY, AS WE WERE LEARNING THE TEORY OF VAPOURISATION...... TOOOOOT... AND IDEA, IT SLIPPED RIGHT FROM MY LEFT PART OF THE BRAIN TO THE OTHER SIDE, AND I GUESS ALL THE WHILE HE WAS TEACHING ABOUT "THE PHYSICS THEORY", ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS " MY HUMANS CAN VAPOURISE THEORY".... GAWWDDD...... THEN THE IDEA WAS CHANNELLED INTO THE RIGHT SIDE OF MY BRAIN TO BE ANALISED.... SERIOUSLY,( I KNOW THAT IT IS SO FRIGGIN' FUNNY BUT YET IT IS THE TRUTH) I THOUGHT THAT IF ONLY I COULD CONNECT MY THEORY TO THE OTHER SANE ONE, PERHAPS I COULD ACTUALLY PUT AN END TO ALL THIS MYSTERIOUS IDEAS THAT MY BRAIN GENERATES. BUT GUESS WHAT?

I AM JUST ANOTHER 16-YEAR-OLD-BRATT, WHAT CAN I POSSIBLY FIGURE OUT?? AND OWN MY OWN?? (YOU MUST BE CRAZY IF YOU ACTUALLY THOUGHT I DID, HAHAA..) SO YEAH, I WAITED, WAITED,WAITED, AND WAITED TILL MR MOAY SAID THANK YOU..... AHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA........ THIS IS THE TIME, THIS IS MY OPPORTUNITY TO ACTUALLY CLEAR MY DOUBTS, I THOUGHT( OR WAS IT..???) WELL, SO OUT OF THE ORDINARY, I SAT A LITTLE LONGER AS EVERYONE RUSHED DOWN THE STAIRS TO GO BACK HOME, A BUNCH OF HULLIGANS, SERIOUSLY!!!! YESSHHHH,.... NOW!!!!! MY TIME!!! BUT OH NOOOOOO....... MY BESTIE, BINDHU, WOKE UP AND ASKED ME WHY AM I STILL WAITING. I SMILLED AND TOLD HER THAT I WANT TO ASK MR MOAY A FEW QUESTIONS..... AND WOOOFFF SHE KNEW FROM MY SMILE THAT IT WAS ABOUT THE "MY HCV THEORY".... OH YEAH, GUESS WHAT SHE SAID,........ HAHAHA... AS USUAL, SHE ASKED ME WHETHER I SERIOUSLY WANTED TO RISK MY PRIDE AND ACTUALLY QUESTION MR MOAY ABOUT MY OWN SO CALLED WEIRD THEORY......BUT I HAD TO, I HAD NO OTHER CHOICE, I NEEDED TOAT LEAST PUT A FOOT AHEAD AND TRY TO END THIS QUESTIONS THAT MY BRAIN SERVES ME WITH, SO YEAH, I FLASHED MY "OH-SO-SMART SMILE" AND STOOD AND WENT IN FRONT( NOT THAT I WAS SITTING AT THE BACK THE CLASS.. AHEMM...) YEAH...

MR MOAY: YES, SWEET GIRL.

SILLY ME: HELLO SIR, I LEARNT QUITE A LOT TODAY, THANK YOU FOR THE LESSON.

MR MOAY : UR WELCOME. SO HAVE YOU ANY QUESTIONS?

SILLY ME : EHMMMM... YESHH SIR. I HAVE A QUESTION.. DO YOU THINK THAT OBJECT CAN VAPOURISE? AHHMMM I MEAN BIG, HUGE OBJECTS... ERR..

MM : WELL, .......( YEAH HE STARTED EXPLAINING WHAT HE ALREADY THOUGHT EARLIER)

ME: AHHMMMM YES SIR, BUT WHAT ABOUT US, HUMANS, CAN WE VAPOURISE?

MR M : WELL, YES BUT DEPENDS ON.......... (ERRR.... ) THE SPECIAL THEORY OF RELATIVITY. HOW DID YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS?

ME :...... ERRR..

WHHHOOOOOOOSHHHHHHH, THE FORM 5 STUDENTS STARTED COMING INTO THE CLASS........ HOLYY SHIT!!!!! I WOULDN'T WANT ANYONE ELSE TO KNOW ABOUT THIS ( AND YEAH I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I AM TELLING TO THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW....) BUT YEAH THEN I SAID : WELL, I JUST WOKE UP ONE FINE DAY AND THIS IDEA CAME TO ME..... THEN I FLASHED ONE OF MY HEY-LOOK-AT-MY-SMARTNESS- SMILE AND THANKED HIM...... THE NEXT THING I KNEW WAS, MY BLACK XTUSSY BAG ( IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT.. WINKS*) AND WAS RUSHING DOWN THE STAIRS, BINDHU WAS WAITING FOR ME BEHIND THE DOOR... HAHA...... OK.... SO THE FIRST CLUE : "THE SPECIAL THEORY OF RELATIVITY".

BUT I KNEW DEEP INSIDE THAT IT'S A PAINFUL PROCESS.... I MEAN IMAGINE IF HUMANS CAN VAPOURISE? WHAT WILL HAPPEN?HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT? HAHAHAX IT'LL BE WEIRD AND FUNNY AT THE SAME TIME.. HAHAHA...... BUT IF ONLY OUR MOLECULAR STRUCTURE COULD BE CHANGED, ( NO IDEA HOW THAT COULD BE DONE) I ASSURE YOU THAT TIME TRAVEL AND SPACE TRAVEL WILL BE A PIECE OF CAKE OR AT LEAST POSSIBLE!! HAHAX... YESHHH...... SO I HOPE THAT I WILL BE ONE OF THE FIRST MANKIND TO TRAVEL THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE AND GO BACK IN TIME AND PERHAPS CHANGE THE WORLD A LIL BIT, HERE AND THERE....

WOULDN'T THAT BE AMAZING?

WHAT IF THE WORLD CAN BE CHANGED?

WHAT IF THERE WASN'T ANY WORLD WARS?

WHAT IF I COULD MEET GHANDI JI?

WHAT WOULD I BE ABLE TO LEARN FROM HIM?

WHAT IF I COULD CHANGE THE THE WORD POWER TO LOVE?

WHAT IF I COULD CHANGE THE WORLD FOR THE BETTER?

THESE THINGS HAVE BEEN HAUNTING ME..... YESHHHHH.... I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT IT.... I WISH I COULD SOLVE ALL THIS MYSTERIES.......

SO, HERE I PRAY:

DEAR GOD,

PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO FOLLOW MY DREAMS

PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO TRUST IN MY BELIEFS

PLEASE SHOW ME THE WAY TO GUIDE MY OWN SOUL TO YOU

PLEASE GIVE ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO TEST MY IDEAS

PLEASE GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO MEET THE FAILURES

PLEASE GIVE ME TO HAVE HOPE IN MY FUTURE

PLEASE SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE AND FORGET TO HATE OTHERS

PLEASE LET ME KNOW HOW TO FORGIVE AND FORGET

PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO QUESTION MYSELF

PLEASE SHOW ME THE ROOM FOR SELF-IMPROVEMENT

PLEASE GIVE ME CHANCE TO WIDEN MY HORIZON AND EXPAND MY KNOWLEDGE

PLEASE GIVE ME THE POWER TO BREAK FREE FROM THE METAL CHAINS THAT THE CULTURE AND THE SOCIETY HAVE TIED ME WITH

PLEASE LET ME GUIDE OTHERS TO LOVE OTHERS

PLEASE GIVE ME THE DYNAMICS TO FORGET ABOUT MY WORRIES AND START PLANNING MY FUTURE

PLEASE SHOW ME HOW TO LET THINGS TO FALL INTO ITS PLACE AND NOT TO BE TO WORRIED ABOUT IT

PLEASE TEACH ME HOW TO EMPHATISE WITH OTHERS

PLEASE GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO HELP MYSELF AND OTHERS

PLEASE SHOW ME THE LIGHT AND LET ME BE THE GIFT OF VISION TO OTHERS

LET ME BELIEF AND HAVE TRUST IN MY ABILITY

LET ME HAVE THE CREATIVITY TO MOULD MYSELF FOR THE BETTER....

AND THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME.......

THE WORLD CAN BE A BETTER PLACE IF ALL OF US LEARN HOW TO RESPECT, LOVE AND THANK!!!!!!